Thursday, April 9, 2015

Tumour day - not as funny as it sounds

A tumour. I can't believe it. There is a protective coating that prevents my mind from believing it. A tumour cut out of his leg.
 Why?
Now we wait. Wait for some person who doesn't know how awesome he is, how much I love him, how he brings sparkle to everyday to wander in from their lunch and read the results. Make good on their plan to call and inform us. Possibly change everything. 
   I have wasted so much time on things that are not important. Loving him and being good to him are what matter. 

Thursday, January 1, 2015

Laura Arual is a very content woman as she lies in bed next to her sleeping husband, surrounded by snoring animals. 2014 was a good year, and 2015 will maintain that goodness, as well as uncover its own.

Saturday, November 22, 2014

Is cheered by a middle of the night conversation. 

Monday, November 17, 2014

A weird day that ends in love. How did I ever get so lucky? Release time from a boss to go to the doctor and a husband who lights me candles. I am blessed. 

Sunday, November 16, 2014

Contentment. Recognizing that while we are seperate we are the same. Letting go of old insecurities. Knowing that I am loved. 

Thursday, November 6, 2014

Laura Arual is surrounded by love. She wants to hang on to that.

Thursday, October 23, 2014

Laura Arual listens to love. Your gentie snore.

Monday, October 13, 2014

Thanksgiving and gratitude

Our own little thanksgiving dinner. I have so much to be thankful for. I take it for granted sometimes, all of it, the little things, the big things, I don't daily appreciate what I have. I just see what is missing, or not done, until a fight like this weekend. And then I am flooded with the realization of what I have and how empty my life would be without him. Again, I was reminded this weekend of where he came from -how different that was from me. Holidays I get a yearning for family, large crowds of relatives, most of whom I do not like, but that is what I am programmed for. He is programmed to ignore the holidays..... He said he does not understand the fakeness that people have, the putting on the persona and being polite when everyone hates everyone. But, we do not have that  fakeness with each other. When he said this, I just gave him a hug. Nothing more to say.


Sunday, October 5, 2014

Laura Arual had the perfect kind of weekend, 

Saturday, October 4, 2014

Gratitude

Enjoy what you have.
Revel in it.
Be grounded in yourself and love yourself for who you are.